2005/07/26

離校

下了班繞去辦離校手續了.如同恐龍所說的,拿到畢業證書的那一刻並沒有特殊的感覺,頂多覺得這份東西真的是....得來不易.感觸比較深的時候,是拎著他到地下室找李股長聊天,讓回憶一幕一幕跑過的那當口.天啊,我就要這樣離去了....
談 完了天,我踱步向徐州路大門,繞過弄春池的時候整個傷感的情緒湧上來-這是我待了三年的地方啊!這是培育我四年的學校啊!光陰荏苒,時光飛逝,這四年發 生過的種種,是如何的令人記憶深刻,又如何的讓人覺得不可思議啊!放眼望去的一草一木,多麼熟悉又多麼陌生,是否我從此再也沒有資格嚷嚷著:這是我的臺 大!這是我的學校了?真是如此嗎??
在門口佇立良久,我有股好深的衝動想要對整個校區深深一鞠躬,可是我還是沒能辦到.我怕,怕被身旁的人覺得我 矯情,也怕自己一旦彎下腰去,就會讓情緒一發 不可收拾,讓情緒潰堤.我只是默默的用眼神瀏覽這美麗午後裡校區每個角落的圖像,貪婪的,熱烈的;緊緊抓住手中的畢業證書,此時的我才豁然發現這兩張紙的 意義,低頭看看上面的文字,抬頭看看眼前的景色.不誇張,連之前絕少被我注意到的校門口國旗,此時在風中飛揚的模樣,也已然深深印上心版了....
後退,後退,轉身,別了,徐州路21號.
別了,台大社科院.
別了,我飛揚的大學歲月.....

傍 晚本就跟JOEY約好要開車去載他的電腦捐到社辦使用,所以其實才告別社科院沒多久,我又重返了.少了對校區的激情,這趟旅程紮紮實實充斥著的,是我和 JOEY兩人在車上的對話,是這份說不清楚的特殊友情-我們是戰友,是老友,彼此因為惺惺相惜而保有一種很難被清楚形容界定的默契.巧的是,我們在同一天 完成了離校的手續,對於離去,我們都抱持了相當濃厚的感傷與不捨,尤其回顧一起胼手胝足闖蕩出來的世界時,尤其提到這數次一起出國奮鬥/遊樂/成長的經歷 時.
或許該這麼說,我們一起走過的旅途很短,也很長.前者是時間上的概念,後者,則是精神上的體驗.在我的天秤上,後者的比重顯然大許多.而且我要說:如果有幸,讓我們的旅程無限延伸吧!誠心所願....
另外,我永遠會記得JOEY下車前最貼心的兩個小動作:
1.把他自己德國那年的會議手冊補貼給我(因為我自己的被章某人無心帶走).
這件雞毛蒜皮小事,我已經遺忘了一年以上,而JOEY為了這樣一個小miss而耿耿於懷,因為他知道 我在乎....
2."下一次見面不知道是什麼時候了,請保重!謝了."+ 一份JOEY式的擁抱.
I can barely say anything more.....
他讓我載著滿滿的一車感動離去.滿滿的.....
Maybe it's too late to say it. But,
It's truly my pleasure to meet you, Joey.
Thank you so much!

2005/07/24

BUSY

開了好幾次會,做一大堆東西,打一大堆電話,傷好多次心.....

我的忙碌,可以掩蓋我的莫可奈何;
我的忙碌,卻又會驅使我不斷逃避,逃避,逃避,想找一絲喘息的空間,來讓自己不忙碌.

那我到底該忙好?還是該不忙好?

2005/07/20

玻璃窗下的昏黃燈光

讓我駐足於D教室良久.

窗上的奇異光暈真要說有多美絕對是言過其實的,只是在這樣一人留守公司的夜裡,她隱隱透出的卻是一分難得的溫暖,難以言喻的悸動.
往後的某個夜裡,我或許又會在另一扇窗上發現另個令人欣喜的窗景,然而,她還是取代不了這獨一無二的夜,這獨一無二的昏黃燈光,和這獨一無二的

感動.....

2005/07/19

2005/07/18

充實的颱風天

把親子營的東西幾乎都趕完了!賀!!!!!!!
管他外面風狂雨驟,我的效率宇宙無敵高啊!!!!!!

於是晚上就在東摸西摸了..........XD

2005/07/16

Realism

represent in the other version(s) in life.

My job itself is quite realistic. Money, money, money! All the pressure comes from MONEY.
So is my co-workers' faces and attitude.

Dad's realistic. After he realized my job in KISC would not pay me any bucks, he looked so disappointed and said, "Somebody had told me that the job in Swiss would provide you a high salary. What's wrong with it? Am I confused one job with another?" Yes, he is. Afterwards, he told me to carefully think about my future after KISC. Plus, he asked me to rethink the trip to Tunisia, which is sooooooo expensive and causes lots of problems in visa, flight dates/route/money, and so on.
Originally, I believe my parents to be the most open-minded ones, and will support me to explore and experience the world freely. I believe them to be the most understanding parents who'll not put so much emphasis on money(salary), and will deeply believe in their daughter to grab other valuable chances to become a precious person with ordinary characters and experiences. Recently I know the reality. Somehow, they're just the same as most moms and dads....

The operations of scout group, and the members inside, are realistic. We're not that good as we always say to the "outsiders." Increasingly, I have found that we're nothing more than a loose group. Our friendships leak easily when we're heading different directions, and when we're processing diverse dreams/goals. The passion we had before may not return again. Although there's still chance to establish a new era, yet it is the "new" one, concerning different people, timing, and forms. Oh.....All the golden old days.....

2005/07/15

久違的熟悉

下了樓迎接你,話匣子就這麼打開了,直到你被正事攔截,我被弟弟用惡狠狠的眼光驅趕;
中間偷了個空,我們又把談話場地轉換到客廳沙發,亂倒亂臥亂坐,嘴巴上沒停過,可惜弟弟再次將你擄走;
我敗興上樓沒入自己的一團忙碌中,在一通電話的末段,你自在的進了房門,穿過海豚掛飾躺臥在我的床上,靜靜的等我掛上電話.爾後,你的語速清楚傳達了你的 緊張,你的結巴更是.可是那些怎能妨礙我們迫切想要告訴對方更多體悟/想法的心呢?接連不斷的話題就這麼流暢的冒出,冒出,冒出,直到媽媽前來提醒:業已 12點,夜深.我們才驚覺時光的流逝.
我知道你不想走,從你再次穿越你送我的吊飾下那一刻開始,我們的話題又前進了,甚至到了地下室,我們又傻傻的多站了十幾分鐘.

喔,差點忘了,那襯衫領帶很適合你!
更適合讓我捕捉在回憶裡,細細品味你的迷人丰采.
原來我 還是會動心....

2005/07/10

Take the Challenge! Wendy!

Kandersteg的詳細通知來了.鉅細靡遺的向我揭示了接下來的日子裡將要面臨的難關,包含孤單小女孩瑞士(/北非&歐洲?!)大縱走!!!!!!WOW!!繼日本大縱走後又ㄧ次高潮!!!!
得找個時間好好來研究一下行程&跟旅行社交涉了.
還有護照.簽證.裝備.交通.$$問題.
還有....似乎該恢復我的重訓行程了!!

我不想昏倒在阿爾卑斯山 = o ="

This is-- L。I。F。E!

Mr. & Mrs. Smith

好ㄧ對暴力的神仙眷侶!哈哈哈哈!!!

話說,我跟弟弟看到笑得東倒西歪,怎麼有這麼有趣的電影啊!!!
還有.喔喔喔~我的小布真的好帥~~~~~(他要變成安潔莉娜瓊斯的了 >"< what a pity~)

週末夜就該配好電影渡過啊!

2005/07/07

The Last Night

Last night, I went to Aprilbreeze's Graduation Concert. The melody of the Chinese music should sound much better, but due to their time limit of practice......never mind:P

However, I still love the tiny concert, and the atmosphere they created. It was a reunion of the B90 members, and all those good and bad effectes, laughters and tears were/are/will be their best memories of the music group, the lovely people, and of course- NTU.

In addition, the most thing I loved last night was their last song- The Last Night. It was sang by a famous female singer "Ching Tsai," and was one of the best songs to symbolize the gloomy feelings of farewell with beloved people. I was truly touched by the song, and the words of the singer last night, "Ladies and Gentlemen, thank you for coming and supporting us, people of B90. This is, our Last Night. B90's Last Night..."

Oh My..... B90, that's us! have graduated....

2005/07/01

2005/06/30

Growing Young

Mom's friends said that to me, "Why do you look younger than before? Ten years have passed, haven't it?"
I don't know the reason~ I don't know if those were merely compliments or not~
I'm just, quite HAPPY~ haha!
One of them said another thing that was quite pleasing- "What a pretty lady! I believe she's very attractive to foreign males~" After knowing that I'm still single and I'll go overseas, she firmly made a prediction: "It's VERY possible that you marry a foreign husband! Believe me or not~" hahahaha
Things about future are always unpredictable, but I tend to buy the latter one. The question is, WHO IS HE?

2005/06/29

MUN的溫馨大送舊


來了許多人,許多熟悉的老面孔.
談笑,叫囂,赫然發現我們的傳奇歲月就即將要這麼迎向終點....

我們誰也沒有把感傷寫在臉上,可是我們都把它刻在心版上,融在行動裡;
未來,當我們走向了各自的方向,或許我們還會記得那曾經奮鬥過的美好,那些共同許下的心願,
然而,那陪伴著我們一起成長,一起作夢的人呢?他們身在何方??

戲劇性的,在我們快速回顧完四年來的點點滴滴後,窗外的小雨領我們踏上了歸途.
一個岔口,總會讓同行的我們少了一兩個人,正如同我們真實世界中將面臨的際遇一般.
美國,軍中,職場,學生生活....
我不禁想像,當有一天我們再聚一方桌前,我們的話題是否還會是那些沒有導遊的探險之旅?
是否還會是出國室友爭霸戰/海外災難史/清晨驚魂記/夜半苦讀時?

無論如何,我們都已在彼此的生命中留下了深深的印記,
雖然這麼說很老套,也很超現實,然而我還是想說: "一日模聯人,終身模聯魂"
你們懂的..........

2005/06/26

PY's daughter - SOOOOOO CUTE!!!!


中午到教授PY家聚餐,整個過程非常的愉悅,因為有一隻一歳多的小女生可以玩!!!!!!喔喔喔喔喔~~~
PY 的小女兒中文名「楊未綺」,日文 名゛みき楊″,英文名MICKY YANG,完全是一名多用的理想狀態!而且她怎麼可以這麼可愛~~~~~~~完全迷倒了在場眾哥哥姐姐們啊~(堅持不願意承認應該是叔叔阿姨們 XD)而且話說我們因為可愛的她,徹底見識到了PY全然不同的面貌,比起他在外的ox,他在家裡實在太有好爸爸樣了啊!!!!

讓我來多說 一點MICKY.小小隻的她一開始只黏把拔,都不讓哥哥姐姐們(繼續堅持..)抱,也安靜得不像話;後來慢慢熟一點的時候,稍微會對著我們笑 &釋放一點點善意.不過她第一次對我們表現最大的友好就是--筆直朝我衝過來~(大心~)然後抱著姐姐了一下下."我做了什麼?!我做了什麼?! "在場含我在內都不明瞭原因,反正她是小孩,她的行為...就別分析太多了吧~哈哈!!!只是我依然非常得意就是了^__^b
(心中OS:難不成是因為我跟她講日文,造成了她莫名的親切感-這個姐姐跟馬麻同類喔!挖哈~會說日文真爽~~)

後 來PY去開了音響放音樂,小小MICKY就舞動了起來~哈哈!這是她今日的處女秀喔!不過從她的第一支舞開始她就放開了,很敢給姐姐們抱,很敢跟大家 玩,還會咿咿嗚嗚的"講話",不過在場沒人知道她在講啥就是了~哈哈!然而從她這種行為就可以得知,MICKY將來勢必會是一個愛說話的女生喔~好期待她 用稚嫩的童音跟我們聊天喔~~~~

MICKY今天還有一個經典作為....以下是MICKY化身為小色鬼的故事.....
我們吃 吃喝喝到一個階段時,我起身前往餐桌上拿飲料喝.突然覺得屁屁部位有兩隻小小的手在摸我@.@"就手的SIZE而言我立刻知道這個小色鬼是誰!回頭 來要跟她玩的時候,我赫然發現在場至少有一半的人剛剛的眼光都follow著今天的小天使MICKY移動;也就是說,有一半的人都是事件目擊者!!!!! 太害羞了 XD~
誰來告訴我是誰教這小鬼這種詭異行徑的啊XD~難不成是.........?!

其實今天的PY家之行還有另一隻可愛小狼犬的故事可說,可是我懶得贅述了...我的中午時光有MICKY就夠了~哈哈!後來要離去時,所有人都超級捨不得跟MICKY說掰掰的哪~~~

<後記>
由於本人白痴的把一袋學士服留在PY家忘了帶走,於是傍晚又前進PY家去領回失物...
但是,出了電梯,門後的PY身旁又出現了那隻小小粉紅色明顯是睡飽了的MICKY,瞪大眼睛看著這個她中午最愛的姐姐!喔喔喔喔~~~~太幸福了~~~~完全不虛此行!
於是我又多看到好幾眼她可愛的笑容喔!甜到翻天啦~~~

結論:歡迎大家跟PY把關係打好,才有機會去看小MICKY啦~哈哈哈!

Family Photo Tour in NTU


Mom and Dad kept me company to the main campus of NTU this morning, I asked them to go there taking pictures for/with me in the bacherlor suit. Mom is a great photographer as always, and Dad is still so patient to drive us here and there, and to unfold the umbrella for Mom incase she'll get sunburn or get dark. We visited lots of places including the General Library, Main & Small Coconut Ave., Drunken Moon Lake, etc. They're now, well preserved in both of my photo albums and my memory.

However, still, I'll miss this great School:
Ladies and Gentlemen, let me introduce you- National Taiwan University


First Two Days in Language Canada

is quite smooth so far. have to copy things, to quickly get more familiar with their courses, to take care of the kids/teachers needs, to pick up phone calls and to call out for absent kids or something else. I'm fine with these so far, but I'm still quite fresh on dealing with all those stuffs. I'll make a progress soon~

The other good news is, all the staffs there seem to be nice to get alone with.
Carrie, the Canadian boss, also speaks perfect Chinese. She's quite "cute" sometimes, although you may not think so when you see her at the first sight.
Jessica, the manager to arrange all the courses and to deal with EVERY complicated situation, tends to go crazy easily, but I can understand her. She's always under too much pressure. In addition, her job is actually close to my PR interests. To follow her steps may be a great help for my future career?
Kelly, my co-worker in NanJing branch, is quite nice to me. She taught me lots of things, and handled all mistakes I made during my still-green-days. Also, she's quite an expert to persuade parents to send their children here, not to mention how great she is to maintain the relationships with the students and parents.
As for Zoy, my other co-worker in AnHo branch, we met each other for the first time this evening. We didn't talk too much yet, so maybe it'll be fairer to talk about her later.

The other comment I'd like to say is "Rome is not built within a day," so is English ability. All the kids at Language Canada struggle to improve their English, and their parents stuggle to pay the fee... Nevertheless, they're all lucky ones. I do believe that the courses here are truly juicy for them.

I'm kind of envious you know? Why didn't I get this environment to grow up, and to lay my foundation? What's more, I found myself a little afraid of speaking to the teachers, because I was worried about whether I could pass them the correct message or not (especially in front of those smart children). Oh well, that means I need to get more trainings~ I'll be cool after all these!

Have to believe in myself! Or, how can I go to Switzerland?

2005/06/24

好消息!GREAT NEWS!素晴らしいニュース!

瑞士的短期打工敲定!今年9-12月KANDERSTEG見!!!喔喔喔喔喔~~~~
簡介-
KISC是一個國際童軍營地,在瑞士首都柏恩南邊車程約1小時遠處的山中,秀麗的阿爾卑斯山腰.三個月的停留期間我沒有額外的薪水,但是吃住都由營地包辦,每月如果清心寡慾,自己只要準備額外100~250瑞士法郎的零用金(台幣:瑞士法郎=24:1左右)
我在那裡的工作,簡單說就是維護營地.簡單營建/夏季後的場地恢復/整地/看管商店/煮飯/掃廁所/洗衣/協助清點收發器材/迎接來自世界各地的旅人/行政事務/....
如果你要說「這一點也沒有挑戰性~這種體力勞工根本就是浪費時間~」我也認了.但是KISC在我心中的定位是:這是一個讓我再出發的好機會!這是讓我體驗跟來自世界各地的人們一同工作的好機會!
秋季的KISC全世界只錄取六個短期工作人員喔~喔喔喔喔~~~~
瑞士!我來了!!!!
詳情請見 http://www.kisc.ch/

Short-term job in Switzerland is offered! Meet you in KANDERSTEG from Sepember to December, 2005 this year! WAHAHAHAHA~~~
Brief Introduction-
Kandersteg International Scout Centre (KISC) is located among Mt. Alps. It takes about an hour drive down south Bern, the capital city of Switzerland, to arrive at it. During the three months stay, I won't have any salaries, but KISC will provide me all the housing and food expenses. If I live a simple life there, 100-250 SFr. per month will be sufficient for me.(USD:SFr.=1:1.27)
My job there may include building project, cleaning up after summer, grounds work, serving in the shop, preparing food, setting up and clearing away at meal times, cleaning toilet in Charlet, doing laundry, receiving visitors, simple administration, and other general maintenence job.
Someone might think that I'm wasting my time doing these laboring thing. "It's not worth doing! Come one!" I, however, believe that this may be a good start, and a great chance for me to experience the feelings of working with people from all around the world!
KISC only accept SIX staffs from all over the world for the Autumn you know. SIX!!
OH~~~~~~~~ Here I come! Switzerland!!!!
more information: http://www.kisc.ch/

新鮮人的第一天

自然醒於清晨五點半......不知道為什麼....
窗外的鳥叫蟲鳴聲,正互相呼應得熱烈呢!

早安,我的清晨.
早安!我的新生活!
希望我醒來的原因不是焦慮,而是振奮囉 :-)

2005/06/23

別了,台大

考完最後一科,步出教室,也步出了我的台大生涯.
心底有一個部份是很苦的,很乾的,可是翻倒著胃還是吐不出什麼話語來形容那種惆悵,只能儀式性的擁抱幾個同學/朋友,或許透過他們的體溫,我能感受到一點點屬於台大的溫度.....
在這下著小雨的,戲劇性的昏暗午後....

四年真的飛逝,在我沒有覺察間它已經悄悄的開始,又悄悄的結束了.我是否白白走了這一遭?答案應該是否定的.我滿滿的活過了這四年!滿滿的~~~~~

2005/06/22

Thank You! Creative Teacher!!!

Just back from the Introduction of Mass Communication's final exam. Or maybe I should say, there's actually no final at all?

In the classroom, all the students worked hard to fight for their grade, but Prof. Chu suddenly stopped us by saying, "Attention! Two minutes, please!" He then pointed to the blackboard and said, "There's the distribution of your grades for the mid-term, and you cab see that most of you have done a great job. So here's a special offer." Not to mention, everybody was curious about what he would say in the following minutes. "If you would like to bet, that your mid-term grade is good enough, you may stop your test now and come to the front to get your mid-term result. Once you decide to do so, I'll use it as your grade for this semester. Or, you may finish the final and take the grade of the even of your mid-term and final-term exams. You may still have the 3rd option: finish the final and then come to see your mid-term grade, At that time you can choose between (1)to use the mid-term grade for this semester (2)to use the Even of the two exams." I bet you all can feel the hidden excitement in that classroom. BET OR NOT? BET OR NOT?!

Withough second thought, I went to the front. I have confidence in myself. I knew that I've learned quite something from this class, and there's no need to evaluate me again from merely an exam. More importantly, I knew my mid-term grade would not be too bad, and I didn't ask for too much- a fair grade would satisfy me.

I went out of classroom with a BIG smile. I got 96 for the mid-term(and for the semester.) Happily, I came home preparing for my FINAL final. (could be the toughest oneXD) Tomorrow afternoon, I'll walk out of the classroom with an even brighter smile(hopefully). GOOD BYE, NTU! GOOD BYE, MY STUDENT LIFE~

Gotta go to prepare....
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