2011/10/03

忽然懂得,下雨天

鵬,我忽然懂了。
前幾天在大雨中踱步回家時,我忽然懂了。
忽然明白了,你為什麼說自己喜歡雨天。

我還記得聽你說的當下,我不解的歪了頭。
那天,你為了來拿要跟我借的講義風塵僕僕的跑來我家遙遠的山上,你坐在沙發上聽我第一次彈鋼琴給你聽,窗外,好像也正下著滴滴答答的雨。
「可是,我就喜歡這樣的雨天。我沒跟妳說過嗎?」
沒有。認識那麼多年了,那是你第一次告訴我你愛雨天勝於晴天。
「這很奇怪嗎?」
這當然奇怪啊~大太陽的時候一切暖呼呼,彷彿充滿了無窮的希望,怎麼會有人反而喜歡滴滴答答濕濕黏黏的雨天呢?

可是我真的懂了。
那天我獨自走在雨中的時候,水滴敲擊在傘上的聲音、落在四週的聲音、跟整個環境共鳴所發出的聲音創造出了一種巨大的平靜。
之前的之後的紛紛擾擾,或大或小或輕或重的那些惱人煩務,都被那巨大的平靜吸收,或者蒸騰了。
----只留下我,和我自己。在傘裡。在沒有人可以打擾的平靜裡。

我笑了,無意間被雨水濺上了一些水滴的臉釋懷的笑了。
心滿意足的,我彷彿又看見當年在沙發上看著我的你,髮上和臉上那一些些微小的水珠,和那句「這很奇怪嗎?」

鵬,我忽然懂了......

2 comments:

Yu-Kuan said...

Hey really love your blog, you have such beautiful writing. 沒想到你也跟我一樣這麼多愁善感啊?呵呵。 But I really enjoy your writing, you have a very natural voice. Keep the posts coming!

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