People who know me all understand what does this title imply: Yes I was down. Yes I was depressed. So yes, I tried my best to find a piano to play, and I made it! Luckily.
The angel tonight who helped open the door for me to McManus lobby was Jiunwen. She also brought me some hot tea and chocolate. I did not hesitate too long before I started to let the music flow, because I seriously needed to release the fire inside....
Mixed with all the emotions about home, childhood, God, mom, friends and future, my music cried and yelled for me. Jiunwen's company and song order also inspired me to try new songs and to play some long lost rhyms, sometimes long lost movement.
I was recharged, though my problem was not solved yet. It is still dim ahead, but I will find my solution.
Stay, or Go.